Janky is a Dirty Liar

Soo...yeah. Janky, McDonalds will not refill a sweet tea cup nine hours after the drink's original purchase...that kind of sucks. So, five things I have learned tonight:

1. Caffeine is not good for me.
2. Janky doesn't know what he's talking about.
3. Tea makes me have to pee (lol that rhymed).
4. Always check the gas gauge before leaving your house.
5. Older brothers do not like bringing gas to their younger sisters at night (or ever).

Sugar high finally wore off and I have a MAJOR headache. Kiss it better, Liz?

And yes, I abandoned you people for tea. I became a tea junky for the night. lol But that is now behind me, and I will never drink tea again. At least until the next time I go to McDonalds b/c that stuff is addictive!

Most likely will not be on tomorrow night. I'm going to my boss's to celebrate New Year's Eve. I hope I don't blow myself up again w the fireworks. It's quite painful....

~Jade Stormsilver

LAGS FREAKING SUCK

AKA why I disappeared today. Angel and Ash, I'm sorrying for leaving like that, but it gets pretty ridiculously when I spend only one second out of every minute actually moving and the other 59 seconds are spent being frozen. I swear this game gets on my nerves so bad. Anyway, I'll try to get back on later and see if the lag has worked itself out.

~Jade Stormsilver

I Keep Getting Booted

And then they don't let me log back in. So, sorry about last night Angel and Nells, but that's what happened. Anyway, I'll be back today after I go to Walmart and my cousins leave after their visit. I hate when they come to visit. I have to entertain the children and I get no peace at all.

See you guys soon!

~Jade Stormsilver

Checking In

That's a picture of my nephew. Isn't he cute! Thanks everyone for such lovely comments on my last post. They made me feel so much better (and loved). Things are better at my house, especially since all of the Christmas guests have cleared out already. I went to sleep at about eleven last night and woke up at eleven-thirty this morning, so I've finally caught up on my sleep and I'm not stretched as thin anymore. The four day vacation is helping as well.

I've mainly been on a sugar rush for the past two days as well, so that could be helping. lol I think I've eaten about three pounds of banana pudding since last night. I actually made myself physically ill off of the stuff right before dinner yesterday. Fun times. XD

I'm glad that I got to see my nephew open his presents. Oh, and I did get to attend dinner as well. The only really low point of my evening yesterday was when my dad refused to sit down at the dinner table and eat with us. See, my parents have pretty much hated each other since I can remember. They stopped living together when I was seventeen and things are very strained between them. Dad holds a grudge, as does Mum, but Dad can be a real bastard (sorry for the language Katie) and takes things out on everyone. And when my sister-in-law asked my dad why he wouldn't open the presents I bought him, he replied with, "because I don't want to." I swear, I may love the man b/c he's my father, but I don't like him very much at all. He's such a controlling prick.

I'm going to come on tonight for a little while. I'm just tired of not talking to everyone b/c I'm having RL problems. Plus, all of my friends on Pirates make me feel better when I'm down (and that includes you Jackie XD), so I'll catch you guys tonight!

~Jade Stormsilver

ETA: Oh yeah, Merry Christmas everyone! I did mine yesterday, so I forgot that today was Christmas.

Missing Again

I won't be back on Pirates for a while, and I apologize for that. As I have taken off before without any explanation, I'm going to give one tonight, so here goes:

I wanted to kill myself tonight, and I was going to do it too, and the only thing that stopped me was my best friend. She talked me out of it, and while I'm not emotionally stable at the moment, I'm not having any more suicidal thoughts. The reason behind this, you ask? There have been several arguments in my house tonight, and I've been told by my mother that I am not welcome at the Christmas celebration at my house tonight. My MOTHER told me that SHE did not want me there. This came from an argument between my sister-in-law and me in which she was going to take my nephew and not bring him back for our Christmas celebration b/c she was mad at my brother and wanted to us my nephew as leverage. We yelled at each other and my brother jumped in on my behalf. So, I have ruined Christmas for my family and am not wanted. I can understand their feelings on this, but it still hurts. I haven't stopped crying in almost three hours. The only thing I can think to do is to ask for extra hours at work tomorrow.

What sucks too is that I did all of the cooking tonight to get the food ready for tomorrow, and then they say I'm not welcome. I'm already emotionally drained from only having four hours of sleep in the past forty-eight hours, but to say that I can't even be a part of something that I worked for eight+ hours on is just unbelievable. I don't even get to be there when my nephew opens (or watches as someone opens) his presents. There's nothing for me under the tree anyway, so I guess it doesn't really matter. I tell everyone that I love buying presents for people instead of receiving them (which I truly do), but there's just a bit of a let down when you spend over a hundred dollars on presents for people, and they can't even get you a card in return. I should just take everything back, but I do still love them despite everything that's happened today.

I'm not looking for sympathy from this post, I just want everyone to understand why I won't be online for a while, and also because I really don't have very many people to talk to, and I just wanted to post everything so that I can get it off my chest.

As I'm in a depressed mood, here's the song rec for the day. It's 'Missing' by Evanescence:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uaJ1qdTTM0o

Ja ne,

~Jade Stormsilver

Someone Forgot to Grope Me

Who was it? --snickers--

Anyway, I just noticed that I haven't posted in a while, so here goes:

I don't know if I've posted it or not, but I MADE A 4.0 AGAIN! Months of stressing over Spanish III paid off b/c I made an 80 (B) on my final and got my freaking A! I was so exciting that I wanted to go celebrate, but my drinking buddy is 247 miles away from me. I misses her. =(

Soo...Christmas is next week someone tells me. First thought, "crap I'm broke!" lol Just kidding. Well, I really am broke, but I've gotten a couple of presents for people. And I think I missed that day of Kindergarten where they teach you how to cut w scissor b/c I can't do it at all. I'm an epic failure w scissors.

Oh, and for all you pirates who didn't know it, I'm UL again! You can usually find me either sailing the seas w Angel, Ashleigh, Nells, and Liz, or engaged in a grope feast w said chicas (Janky likes to watch). Which reminds me! Nells, Mum finally decided that I've stayed away from Pirates long enough and that I can play again! --snickers-- Riiiight....I'll just let her believe that today will be the first time I've played in a couple of months. Which also reminds me! I have to babysit at 6:30 tonight, so I don't know if I'll be back to play tonight. I might depending on what time I get in, but I also have to work tomorrow, so I don't know if I'll be on or not. If I come on, it'll probably just be to stop by and say hello to everyone.

I'm just so happy b/c I got my ships and clothes back! Sorry, that's kind of random, but I'm just so happy! And I made like 8k w Angel and Ashleigh last night. We had like 9 royals on one run, which is pretty good for me. Though, somone did sink my ship when it had about 8 royals, but I forgive them. XD

Song and video pimpage of the day:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuWZSfJm_y4

Song is 'Angels' by Within Temptation. Yes, Nells, this song is in English. It's a very good song too. Within Temptation is my favorite band.

The video is from the movie Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. If you're a fan of the Final Fantasy games, then this is a must see! It's my favorite movie, and I so want to grope the people in it. XD

Catch you guys later!

~Jade Stormsilver

Sooo...Now What?

I'm finally home, and I am bored out of my mind! I think I'm gonna come online this week, but I'm going to create a whole new account so I can use my free passes. I have four, so I wonder if I can create four fake accounts. Hmm....it's worth a try.

Anyway...Jackie, I finally figured out how to do the music thing. Thanks for the help! I deleted it though b/c I had way too many songs on it. I'll just rec one everytime I post. So, this time, go listen to 'Surface' by Dimrain47:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3d4OnkgSYJs

It's not in a foreign language. That's just my dancing music. XD

So, I'm going to need someone to meet me somewhere so I can find everyone after I start a new account. Any volunteers? If so, give me a date and time that will be good for you and I'll do the same. Or I guess I could just log on later and see who's on....either way is fine I guess.

~Jade Stormsilver

ETA: So, my game passes aren't working for some reason. I'll have to call them tomorrow and find out why.

Road Trip

I'm going home today (seeing how it is now Saturday in my time zone). I have mixed feelings about this. Really, I want to go home just so I can get off of my brother's couch and not feel like I'm mooching anymore, but I'm going to miss my brother, sister-IN-LAW (that's for you, Janky), and my nephew. I will miss him so, so much. I didn't know that I could fall in love with someone so quick. Sorry Jackie and Nells, but my heart has been stolen by another. XD You'll just have to move on without me.

The drive to my house from my brother's is only two and a half hours, but I have lots of unpacking and visiting with people that I haven't seen in three months. Plus, I have to spend time with my cats! I haven't seen poor Scat and Sassy for over three months now. I miss my babies.

Nells, I can't believe I missed you yesterday! I got to see Jackie, but not you. My day was only half complete! *sobs*

Anyway guys, I hope to see you all by Monday at the earliest. I do have a lot of people to visit, so I don't know when I'll finish seeing everyone and actually have time to get on. I start work tomorrow too. Oh, Jackie, how do I get the music thing like yours on my blog? I want one, but I can't figure out how.

~Jade Stormsilver

And I Thought Finals Were Hard

So, guys, I know I said I wouldn't be in this week, but I've stolen a moment on my sister's computer to post. Man, even if I had my computer with me, I wouldn't have hardly any time at all to get on and see anyone. My nephew is so much work! I'm so glad that I decided years ago that no children would pass through my nether regions. Believe me, if I didn't already not want children, this week would have decided it for me. I love my nephew a lot, but he just cries so much b/c his stomach always hurts. I wish I could do something for him, but I can't. =( He's crying right now b/c his mother is giving him a bath. Poor baby.

Well, I got my grades and I still have a 4.0! I'm so happy!

That's basically all the time I have for today. Miss you guys a lot!

~Jade Stormsilver

Baka, Baka, Baka

Today is basically the last day I will be at my school for over a month, and what did I do? I lost my student id that I need to have in order to do pretty much anything on campus. I'm scared to leave my dorm b/c if there isn't some nice student hanging around later, I'll be stuck outside for hours! Sooo...many things have gone wrong today, but I'm not going to ask the question that I want to ask b/c Murphy's Law will strike and something else will happen. Damn you, Murphy's Law! Why do you hate me so?!

Nells, yes I really do listen to foreign music. Did you not believe me? JPop (Japenese Pop) is my favorite, and I actually like it better than music in the United States. My Japanese is limited, but I usually know enough to get the gist of the song, but when I fall in love with music, it's usually b/c of the beat and not the words. I'm also a fan of Spanish, French, and Swedish music.

Also, sorry about last night. I wasn't in a good mood, and I got pissed b/c you can't do anything at all on Pirates w/o paying. I ended being disconnected right after I tped to Nell, and just said forget it and didn't get back on. So, this will probably be the last time you guys see me for a while; at least until I get home, which won't be for a week or so.

I'll miss you guys!

Song rec of the day: You Got Game by Kimeru

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlkg25Hgc-Q&feature=related

Ignore the cheesy dancing in the video please. Though, if you watch it, there is the thriller dance (or part of it) at 2:16 of the video. I love Kimeru though. He's my favorite male Japanese singer. I haven't decided on the female yet. I love a lot of them. XD

~Jade Stormsilver

Relaxing Can Be So...Relaxing

Sooo....I've done pretty much nothing today except for sitting on my butt, reading, and watching television (which I hardly ever do). I've also packed some, so today was not just a total lazy day. I'm getting ready to go to my brother's house and see my nephew. My Mum will arrive tomorrow night, and we will leave my dorm Friday at about 8:00 in the morning. That will put us getting to my brother's at about 12:00 I think. I'm not too sure of the distance.

However, that brings me to another topic. I will come online for a bit tonight (hopefully), but I will be MIA for a while. I'm going to try to get a bit more packing done before I come online, but we'll see how well that works out for me. I'm procrastinating with my packing. I really need to go ahead and do it though b/c my BF is coming to get me tomorrow so we can go Christmas shopping, so I don't know how much time I'll have to get things packed and cleaned. Mum wants everything done before she gets here, so we can just load the car, check out, and sleep. Oh, and go get McRibs from McDonalds. XD

Song rec for the night: go listen to I'm Here by Ito Yuna. Here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEpISVfUfQw

I want to watch the movie that the song is used in, but I need to watch the television series first. I love the beat of the song though!

~Jade Stormsilver

Hear That? That's Me Bashing My Head Against the Wall

Sooo....the exam that I just took really sucked. I studied my butt off for a one hundred+ two part final, and I get in there and she gives us a freaking fifty multiple choice exam and says 'Feliz Navidad!' Yeah, I'd like to show her where she can stick her Navidad... That exam was not what I prepared myself for, so I have most likely completely failed it, thus failing the class, thus losing all scholarships and becoming a bum, A BUM I TELL YOU! Nells, I need comfort. Please say you'll be on tonight. If you're not, I might just have to throw myself from my window, and it doesn't even open so it'll be pretty painful. Not to mention the fact that I live four stories up. *sobs*

In other news, I now have glasses. Yay for me! I can see! Sooo....doc pretty much said your eyes suck, wear these. And I was all O.O...just kidding. XD I apparantly have 20/50 vision in one eye and 20/60 vision in the other, as well as an astigmatism. I told my brother and he said, "how in the HELL have you been able to see?!" I'm kind of wondering the same thing. Of course, my new glasses are kind of chic. I like them. They're kind of small rectangle/square shaped and are brown. I wanted blue, but the blue ones were too big. It's so weird how much better I see now. I mean, everything looks so much brighter and big! I had a hard time walking though....I think it's cause the ground looks higher up now for some reason.

Nells, I enjoyed talking w you last night too. Tay and Ashleigh were hilarious! So, please be there tonight. *gives best puppy look*

~Jade Stormsilver

My Brain Hurts

I've finally decided that too much studying is definitely bad for you. Very very bad. It broke my brain. O.O

Anyway, I'm going to the eye doctor at 11:30 in the morning. Hopefully I'll be able to get glasses and contacts and then I'll be able to read for more than five minutes without getting a splitting headache, 'cause that kind of sucks.

Oh, I've fallen in love! And Jackie, before you go into a suicidal fit, it's with a song not a person. I've recently found the song Apology by Alesana. I've had it on repeat on my computer all the time when I'm not studying (which isn't often lately), but I've listened to it about fifty times now, and I absolutely love it! If anyone wants to listen to it, make sure you listen to the acoustic version because the other version is pretty much just incomprehensible screaming. It's hurts my poor ears to listen to that one.

Well, tomorrow is the big day. I'll finally get finished with the exam that I've been studying almost non-stop for. I haven't even begun to study for my Torts exam, but I can make a thirty on it and still have an 'A' in the class, so I don't know if I'm even going to worry about it. I just wouldn't want to disappoint my professor by making that low though.

I've made my schedule for next semester and it doesn't look too bad. I actually like it. I have Criminal Law, Civil Litigation, Personal Finance, Yoga, and Spanish IV. I love being a Senior, because I don't have to take a lot of classes, which leaves Tuesday and Friday completely free!

Also, does anyone on here frequent Ebay? I've been trying to find a really old poetry book with some of the classics in it, but I can't find anything really. If any of you guys go on Ebay, can you keep a look out for me?

I might try to get on Pirates later tonight; well, I might or might not. I have to go to bed in a couple of hours because I have an early morning, but I'll try.

~Jade Stormsilver

On Your Mark, Get Set, Study!

Negotiations for the terms of my release have finally ceased, and I have been returned to my dorm. Unfortunately, that means that it's time for studying. I have to work extra hard today because I kind of skipped out of studying yesterday. Ugh, almost 400 Spanish vocabulary words. Someone put me out of my misery, please. I guess it wouldn't be too bad, but I also have a lot of grammer and other things that I have to study as well. Also, our final is worth 35% of our final grade. *sobs* Well, people, this exam will either make me or break me. Hopefully it'll be the former.

And Jack, do I even WANT to know what you've done this time?

Well, I've already said that I probably won't come onto Pirates this week, but I think I need to extend that to next week as well. My brother and sister have finals next week, and need to study as well, but they have a three week old baby, so it's kind of hard for them. If things go as planned, I will stay at their house from this weekend until next weekend. I hope this happens because I really want to spend time with my nephew. I haven't even seen him yet. So, this will leave me without a computer because all of my things will be going home with my Mum, and I probably wouldn't have time to get online even if I had my computer. Lo siento, chicos!

~Jade Stormsilver

Do These People Ever Give Up

Hola, chicos!

I am finally back at my room for all of an hour again. I'm being kidnapped again in just a little bit. I've only been dropped off to get more clothes and to check my email. I am very much having fun. We went to see Bolt today! Yes, I'm twenty-one, but I like those types of movies too; plus, we had four kids with us.

I think I've been fed more in the past three days than I've eaten in the past two weeks! I don't think I can eat anything else, but these people insist on stuffing me with food everytime I turn around (maybe they're gonna eat me O.O).

In other events, the study-a-thon begins tonight. Let's see how much studying I get done with five kids running around. I swear, they just seem to keep multiplying.

I may try to stop by Pirates Tuesday after my first exam, but I'm not making promises. I also have to go to the eye doctor sometime this week, but I don't know when, so that might prevent me from coming online. I try my best though!

~Jade Stormsilver

Kidnapped

Well guys, I had hoped to be able to come on at some point today, but I am being kidnapped in less than an hour, and the kidnappers are not returning me tonight as previously negotiated. Instead, I will be returned either sometime tomorrow or Sunday. However, instead of getting on Pirates then, I will be forced to study for finals (completely against my will, please notice that XD). So, you might see me on here, but probably not on Pirates for a week or so. Sorry guys. Just know I'll miss you!

And Jackie, I don't think Dame actually agreed to date the Noob. =p

~Jade Stormsilver

Happy Turkey Day

Or Happy Ham Day if you do not eat turkey (like me).

So, basically I expected to spend Thanksgiving curled up on my bed eating cranberry sauce (which I'm actually doing now), but when I woke up this morning, I had a very pleasant surprise waiting in my voice mail. People very dear to my heart (and who happened to be in town) invited me to spend Thanksgiving with their family, which I did. I was kidnapped at around one o'clock this afternoon and was just returned a few minutes ago. I got to see my three kids and actually spend time with them, and I had a blast. New people were met, and I even got a new pair of shoes (which look wicked cool)! These people plan on kidnapping me everyday for the weekend, so I'm going to go have fun.

Today was very fun, and I enjoyed every moment of it. I laughed freely and just had a blast for the first time in a while. I think this was part of what I needed, and hopefully it'll just get better over the weekend. Things are starting to look up for me.

Nells, I missed you like crazy too, but I think I already told you that. XD Jackie, I missed you too, and hopefully I'll see you soon.

I had a few spare moments yesterday, so I deleted Emperor CrazyEyes (I don't think anyone actually like him anyway) and created Dame Gris Gris. Yes, weird name, but it was my French name in high school, and I like it. So, when I start playing again, if you see Dame, be sure to friend her. She needs some friends. =p

Now, I'm going to go enjoy the rest of my cranberry sauce. I've waited all year to eat this stuff!

~Jade Stormsilver

Missing

To the members of Chicks of Fury,

As you might have noticed, I've been missing from the Pirates Online game for a while now. This is not the fault of anyone but myself. Complications have arisen in my life and have left me angry and a bit depressed. Due to these 'complications', I have not been able to come onto Pirates as much as I would like. Also, I know that I said I would be UL again for Christmas break, but I don't know if that's going to happen. I'll just have to see how things go.

Jack, I'm sorry that you miss me, but I ask that you be considerate and accept my absence, because there's really not anything I can do about it right now. I'm trying, but it's not working as well as I would hope. I know that I'm not explaining myself either, but my problems are very personal, and I really do not wish to discuss them.

I'm sorry everyone got banned (especially poor Nell), and whoever is doing that really needs to be found. Nell and Janky, I was not banned the other night, so I don't know if your suspicion was correct or not. Well, I'm assuming it happened after we all logged off the other night.

I do miss all of you (some more than others XD), but I ask that everyone just give me time and hopefully I'll be back soon.

~Jade Stormsilver