Life or Something Like It

I find that I have become irritatingly lazy in the past couple of days. All I can seem to do is watch movies, read or write. This doesn't really bother me because I love doing both of these, but there is so much more that I should be doing. I blame the fact that the air conditioner in my building went out. It's way too hot to do anything but lay around all day. So, in the past three days, I have written two stories, rediscovered my love for Japanese musicals and fallen in love with three different people. Okay, so I loved one of them already (this being the Japanese singer Kimeru), but the other two I found in musicals I have watched over and over, but yet have only just noticed the two. Want to know who I'm talking about? I'll show you...

This is Nagayama Takashi (AKA Nagayan). I have fallen in love with this boy's smile. Though, I couldn't find a picture of it to show everyone. Just know that his smile is the cutest thing in the world.

Persona numero dos es:

Tsuchiya Yuuichi (AKA Tuti). Reason I've fallen for him - his personality and his laugh. Lucky for me, these two have been in a couple of things together, so I get to see the other when I watch one of them.

And just because I want to add a picture of him, here's Kimeru!

Very small picture, I know, but it's all I have. Sooo, reasons why I love Kimeru...

For one thing, he's an awesome singer. I love his voice so much. Another thing, even though he's only 5'2, he can be the scariest person I've ever seen. Ah, that reminds me. Here's the song of the day! It's 'With You' by Kimeru:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cj6OSzsDL8

So, I've decided that I love yoga. It's just so fun, and I never knew that I was so flexible. XD Though, it would be better if my arm strength was a bit better. My arms have always been weak. In high school, I could leg press 150 during softball training, but I could only bench press 15...most of my arm weakness comes from the tendonitis that I had in my shoulder, elbow, and wrist three times. I can't even pull myself up on a horse anymore because of it, and I have to wear a brace anytime I play sports. I forgot my brace at home when I took tennis at school, so I've messed it up more because I was too cheap to buy another one. Mou...what do I need a good arm for anyway? Classes are going well, Yoga and (surprisingly) Spanish IV being my favorites. Civil Litigation is so dry that I want to strangle the professor. Criminal Law is almost as dry, but at least I like the professor. Though, this is putting me off of wanting to go to Law School completely. Saa, that's basically my life at the moment. Now, I'm going back to listening to Kimeru as I play Mahjong Masquerade. I also just finished downloading a musical, so I'll probably go watch that at some point in time or another.

--loves--

~Jade Stormsilver

What Does It Mean?

In the past couple of days, I find myself thinking of suicide more and more often. Not in a killing myself way, but in a philosophical way. So, I decided to sit down and write out what I think suicide means to see if that will help my thoughts any.

To me, suicide is giving up nothing and everything. At that one moment in time, it may seem like a person has nothing at all - and that may be true - so they kill themselves. Yes, I know that might not be why people kill themselves, but bear with me here. But at the same time someone kills themselves because they have nothing, they are giving up the possibility that they might have everything. Still not making myself clear? Let me explain...

The person committing suicide gives up what might (and could) be in the future. Any chance of future love, happiness, sadness, friendship, employment, success...you get my point, right?

I know that I have my moments of suicidal depression (everyone probably does), but I'm going to try and remind myself of what I should live for when I have these moments. I should live for what I can't have if I kill myself.

I can have anything I want, but I have to work for it. There will be times I just want to give up and end things, I know, but I should stick it out - if only to see what will become of me - and I'll try my best to do so.

O.o

Oh, god...penso que estar alergico a Nair...

Socorro!

A Note to the Wifeys and Hubby

Nair = PAIN

O.o

Ports Suck

And I say that with as much hate as possible. School tech says that the port for WoW is blocked through my school's network system. He also said that if I can get the port changed to, say, the same one that Pirates uses, I would be perfectly fine. Any clue how I would go about doing that, cause he had no ideas at all?

Nells, sorry I missed you! When I see you, I will grope until you're seeing stars! I cancelled Pirates, but I still have UL for two more days. I'll be on either later tonight to see if anyone is on or tomorrow sometime. Give me a time you can be on tomorrow, and I'll make sure to be on since I don't have class tomorrow. Tonight, however, I am going to Peppers after class for free Rotel 'n Cheese, then off to see Bride Wars with my friend and my roommate and then off to Taco Bell for dinner! Fun night ahead, but sadly no gropage. Both chicas are engaged. Plus, it wouldn't be the same without my wifeys and hubby (and Janky).

Video of the day with lots of cool dancing and one of my fav songs (though only the chorus):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Czm0BQpTqHw&feature=channel_page

ETA: HIPS!! At seconds 19 - 23 of that video! When I first see someone, I fall in love with one thing about them right at that moment and it's the hips for that boy! I'm obsessed with them! O.O

~Jade

Misses her Wifeys and Hubby (and Janky)

Argh! This is so friggin frustrating. Angel and Ash, glad I could catch you on Pirates last night. What happened to you Ash? I figured you just got booted, but you never came back on...

Anyway, when we all get together again, I swear it's gonna be one big ole lick- and stripfest! Get your tickets now! --snickers--

I'm bout to head to yoga, so I just wanted to drop a line and say I missed you guys! --gropes everyone-- and yes, that includes you Janky. XD

~Jade

Guess What Doesn't Work At School?

Yep, WoW does not work at my school. The thing won't let me connect. I've emailed the tech support to see if there is a way to pass the network block. I just don't see why Pirates would work, but WoW wouldn't. If I can get it to work, I'm going to buy WoW in February and will become a member. Either way, I will be cancelling my Pirates membership shortly and will most likely only come on to keep in contact with people. Which reminds me...Angel, can I add you for Myspace? I don't really go on there anymore, but I noticed that you have a page. Just let me know.

I still love the guild to death, which is why I'm keeping Pirates for right now. Most of the people that I talk to are on WoW too, so that's why I'm getting rid of Pirates if I can get on WoW again. Also, Pirates slows down my computer SO much. It's ridiculous. Oh, Nells, tell Dog I said, 'hola!'

Liz, I missed you like crazy too. I'm glad we got to talk for a little bit last night. You too, Angel!

~Jade Stormsilver

I'm Really Getting Pissed Now

Nells, I can not find the Undermine server. Actually, there are no servers that even begin with the letter 'u' on the list. I seriously don't know what to do. It seems like the game just doesn't want us to play together. The server I'm currently playing under is Terokkar. I really do like the game, but I just really want to give my Nells her striptease. XD

~Jade Stormsilver

ETA: Guess who was playing under the European version? --blushes-- So, I utterly fail at WoW. Downloading the US version now. Hopefully that will help.

World of Warcraft

Nells, I finally got the game downloaded, but I can't figure out how to get to the Undermine server. Is it the screen you choose from when you first login? If it is, then the Undermine server is not on there at all. Also, I entered your name on the friends list, and it said that it could not find you. I NEED HELP! My screen name on there is Dagda.

~Jade Stormsilver